2026-02-02.4_leave it to me revisited

2025-07-03: leave it to me to consistently overstep my limits… why? why can’t i tell sooner? why don’t i stop sooner?

why? because you didn’t want to. and why didn’t you want to? being honest: you didn’t care.

you only cared about the action your body could perform, you didn’t care about your body as such. you couldn’t or didn’t want to see yourself, your body as an equally important part of resistance work. you only saw others as important.